January 2010
64 posts
I am DONE...
…trying to make YOU happy.
I got the new job!
Now it’s chicken wings instead of coneys and finger pitars. I’m nervous, but really excited for a fresh start. and now Tamara owes me dinner (=
You would never see me through.
I was calling your name, but you would never hear me sing…you wouldn’t let me begin. Now I’m crawling away, ‘cause you broke my heart in two. No, I will not forget you. Too late, I already found what I was looking for. You know it wasn’t you, no…it wasn’t you.
Falling down, now my world is up-side down. I’m heading straight for the clouds.
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There’s a room in my house where I stumble over a memory. There’s a light in the night and I wonder if you’ve come back for me. Well, it’s a little too late to say sorry…but don’t be so hard on me, ghost, you know I can’t go back. Like a song in my ear, you are near me…here like a time machine, ghost, you keep pulling me back.
-Lauren Hoffman
“I wanted to write about the moment when your addictions no longer hide the truth...”
– Chuck Palahniuk
The Gooloo bird She has no feet. She cannot walk Upon the street. She cannot build Herself a nest, She cannot land And take a rest. Through rain and snow And thunderous skies, She weeps forever As she flies, And lays her eggs High over town, And prays that they Fall safely down
Shel Silverstein
There’s a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain. An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space. So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind. And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.
-Blue...
It’s my birthday soon, and I’m excited for once. I think I’m actually going to have a good birthday this year :)
Does your mom like the last person you kissed? She does now. Does anyone completely understand you? No. And I know it won’t happen. It used to bother me a lot, but I’m more content with it now than I was before. Ever stayed up all night on the phone? Pretty much. Do you ever think “what if” about anything? All the fucking time…too much. Did you kiss or hug anyone...
I am SO fucking ready for a change. A new job, new friends, new surroundings. I’m getting sick of waking up every morning and living the same day as the one before. I’ve been stuck in monotonous repeat for too long now, and it’s fucking killing me. I’m ready for something new.
“You’re the prettiest thing I’ve ever touched.”
If you rearrange the letters in the word ' Yemen '...
(via likeneelyohara)
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maybe addiction’s just a part of human nature.
I really, really fucking want a new job!
